~thisplaceisfuckd

Small Bit Of Information: Since I last posted, I have:
Graduated high school
Gone to German, Austria, and Iceland
Turned 18
Gone to Otakon


I do hope to be able to post some of my artwork soon. I've begun to really enjoy painting and only in the past few months have I actually decided that I truly do wish to go to art school. However, I must wait until the beginning on next school year to apply, due to the fact that I must complete a sodding portfolio.
I have several paintings I would like to post; however, I lack a good digital camera to take pictures of them with, so they are sitting in my livingroom, screaming at me every time I pass them. I also have a bunch of random little sketches that I would love to post, but once more I lack access to a scanner... maybe when I visit my sister next... which will hopefully be soon. Anyway... just thought I'd post an update.


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We are all still the same dear. I have owned this life forever,
I'll always remain.
If it's just the same dear, why have you left before "forever"
yet returned again?
If you show me heaven I will meet you there.
How it breaks their hearts that we've made and art of desecrating our sanctuaries.
We're one and the same dear, you were born for this. Forever forget your restraint.
Remnants of a paste here pass like light through dust as memories fall fleeting like pain.

If you show me heaven I will meet you there

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The beauties are sleeping as fruit just rots away.
Today go hungry. Let it begin. Make me invincible.
There was a weeping I carried down today, a sigh worth keeping.
Deep within divinity let's start another secret show.


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.Gorgeous.Eyes.Shine.Suicide.<3.

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Stuff that really means nothing...
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Hep Clubs
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People who are too rad to me
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People who I think are mad cool
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I have been meaning to get around to this, but never seem to, but I want to explain the reasoning behind my name, its a part of a Rancid song, that I was obsessed with at the time that I made this, well its wasn't really the song, although it is a good song, it was just the line and the way Tim said it, its goes:
He said this is a meca, man and I said this ain't no meca man this place is fucked...
Thus the latenight caffine high and lyrics created this account.
So now, no I was not refering to deviantart and saying it was fucked I just like the line. *smiles*


.Touching.From.A.Distance.
.Further.All.The.Time.<3.

* Thanx for 6,400⁺ hits...
** Also thanx to all 56 of the people who have meh on their watch list/friend list...
's to all...